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Okay, really, could things start looking up for once?
To start off, for once in my life I'm struggling in school. Seriously, it's killing me. I'm tired all the time, I ache, and I don't feel motivated to do anything. I can't understand the bullshit in my history textbook, and I'm expected to remember useless stuff in math when I can't remember what I had for dinner three nights ago, as I like to put it.
Secondly, everything and everybody is getting on my nerves, with a few exceptions. Sometimes I want to shout or strangle anyone, but instead I keep my mouth shut and don't say anything at all.
Third, a new friend I made this year is leaving to stay with her grandma tomorrow for God knows how long. And it's a nice thing to do, but it's so sudden and I'm just getting to know her. She's so happy all the time and that makes me happy, because it's impossible not to be. And now she's leaving. :/
Fourth! Yes, there is a fourth! I've been wanting and planning to go see NSN since JANUARY and my dad even said I could go, but even when we finalized that someone would take me he made me wait more, and now the damn tickets are sold out, so that's completely screwed up. And now I'm crying over it, because I'm such a damn crybaby about everything.

OKAY. So, UPDATE --------------
Things actually ARE looking up. We may have found tickets. I will find out tomorrow. . . so hopefully. -taking deep breaths-
Gonna get some Zs. I've sort of calmed down from my earlier being ticked off at the world moment.